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This content was posted on 18 Sep 20 by Daniel Thorson on Podcast
The End of Emerge (For Now)
I’ve decided to put this project on hold and dedicate myself more fully my work and training at the Monastic Academy. In this episode I share some of the thinking and feeling that went into my choice.
If you’d like to support me in my training and work you can do so through Patreon.
A few recent pieces I’ve read that are relevant to this episode:
- Cutting Through Spiritual Colonialism by Vinay Gupta
- Mindfulness: Developing Agency in Urgent Times by Jamie Bristow & Rosie Bell
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