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This content was posted on 7 Feb 23 by Daniel Thorson on Twitter
I believe I totally resolved the issues that I entered the retreat with.
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I believe I totally resolved the issues that I entered the retreat with.
Turns out I was profoundly attached to understanding. More precisely that I really deeply believed that I would only be worthy of love if I understood correctly.
That led to all kinds of stupid behavior.
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